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Omega Energy in Testing!

2010-08-18T17:07:00.002-06:00

The news is good my friends. The Omega Energy is getting a turn at bat in the few weeks in two very different locations.

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2010-03-15T22:57:00.001-06:00

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My Slow Evolution

2009-08-12T16:46:00.015-06:00

Something has got to give. I feel lost in all of this instead of empowered. There is a tape playing somewhere- I can feel that I "swallowed" something. I am angry, fighting, envious- all the lower vibrating energies that I thought I left far behind. I feel as though I have "backslid" even though I don't really believe in that- Something within me, that once was strong, capable and completely serenely aware and in tune is now scattered, lost, and feeling very alone and out of love with me. I am afraid that I don't have any friends. I am not sure, but perhaps I deserve this as I seem to push all away from me that comes close. I am not certain I understand it- but this is my prayer- please help me to reconnect with my own heart, my own truth, my own sovereignty. I feel unbalanced, unsure...

Now I have experienced the energy of what it means to have a storefront that will be utilized in the 5th dimension- the energy is rushing towards a friend and his endeavor. I can see it clearly for what it is. Why can I not see my own success so clearly? As my friend Flax tells me- "Go with the Flow" wise words indeed, but hard to live with when you feel as though you have something to bring into the world but spin on the "how to".

I wonder where my own community is? When will I hook up with them? I worry that I'll be left out of the celebrations- my isolation makes me paranoid. I know that my ideas are beautiful and yet I have no energy to pursue them. I need to identify my own source of flow and re-align with that. I depend too much on others to feed me energy when I should be the sole fount of the emerging creativity.

I feel that my heart is palpitating, stuck, unopened. I can feel what it would be like to be grounded in my heart energy and yet I am not. I continue to concentrate on the feeling at center but it does not budge. I wait.

I had the reconnection done and yet I am still spinning in one place. I cannot feel any forward momentum. I need to just relax my thoughts about this current place of being and just live with it for awhile until the energy shifts again. My main concern is Am I missing the boat on preparing Insanctuary and The Language of Light to be my storefront for the new world? Should it even be a concern? Who the heck can even answer this type of question?

Time to take a close look at the tapes playing in the background...

Also, I was at a stage where I was no longer interested in the "world" so to speak- but I find that like a car wreck, I can't look away. Does this mean I am being pulled back in to the lower vibrating energies? I need to find my peeps and my support here soon.

This energy of confusion and isolation and disconnect is not healthy for me or the planetary consciousness so I desire a quick turn-around. My angels and guides- I desire a quick turn-around...

Man Rises is a True Story

2009-05-03T18:38:00.008-06:00

The title of this blog is the name of the entire collection of productions that will be done in the Insanctuary Theatre. To me, "Man Rises is a True Story" is an ongoing production that continues to grow and is a wonderful reflection of what is going on in our reality here on earth.

The collection of productions will all be stand alone type of performances but can also be seen together to examine the evolution in a linear or rather snake like progression. So many stories of ascension can be told, including the story of how we got here..fascinating stuff. So many people are connecting the dots- I'm so happy and proud of us souls! And Earth, for being such a beautiful caretaker of us all these many hard years.

I just had a thought. What if Obama is destroying the banking system on purpose, for the good not the evil? What if he is playing the Federal Reserve against itself? He is making the Bankers take bad loans again- this time crippling amounts of money or energy...Perhaps loading all of this debt onto the Reserve is not to reward them but break them? Could this be a possibility?

I also see now that while Obama has been helping me grow because I see him as the dark, he is helping other people grow because they regard him as light. I suppose as long as the man is serving his purpose he's fine with me. I still see destruction whether he means for it or not- I do believe that the destruction of our current way of doing business will shake down to be a good thing. The energy of money is a suck and will soon no longer be needed. I see the financial crisis doing exactly as it was intended, to wake us up to the game so we no longer play the game. Once awake we can become conscious creators and move towards our true selves, divine and self sustaining.

Ken Cousens work at http://www.templeofsakkara.com/ is a much deeper treaties of the secrets and divine reasons behind man's use of slavery and why. For man to move forward into the next dimension he needed an impetus, a push and grand scheme to play with himself. It's funny, I've known this of and on over the years but it has really come home to me lately just how much a game we are really playing.

I have an idea to post Karen Bishop's good ideas about what is involved in the Ascension process physically- putting it on Youtube or something. Also, take Judy's thoughts on the human form and how spiritual the human body is- people to don't have that information nearly enough to integrate the knowing into the whole of what we are experiencing and going through.

Also an idea of updated the Arthur story with a twist of Sci-Fi and Ascencion. Ideas are coming through so fast it will be hard to pick one to really do- or maybe I wait until it happens naturally to me.

Enough of the Old

2009-04-27T21:15:00.002-06:00

My last two posts were comments on the world as I see it.

They will be my last posts regarding anything that has to do with the world and it's old ways. It's time now to give our attention to the new energies.

By giving attention to the old energies it feeds them and keeps them alive. When we withdraw our energy, our attention and particularly our fear from those that believe they are charge of this place, they die, they go away, they lose all power over.

So- hooray for a new day of concentrating on the positive, the creation of community and the finding of like minded people!

Obama is Another Finger on the Same Hand

2009-04-24T08:31:00.022-06:00

I am grateful for Obama.

Who could be more obviously working for the New World Order than this puppet? In my mind, the transparent nature of his actions will surely awaken people faster to the agenda behind Obama and the deliberate crashing of our financial system. Once you do wake up to the shadow figures pulling the strings of Obama you can never not see them/it again. It's all so obvious and blatant. I am grateful that the puppeteer is becoming visible so that we can make an informed choice abut our future.

I feel for those that are still in dreamland thinking that the new President is just so wonderful and caring, particularly those that really despised Bush and seriously still hate Republicans and Conservatives. These people it seems are the most likely to accept everything Obama does, just as they hated everything Bush did. Funny, I can't see much of a difference between the two. Bush haters chided him for the Patriot Act and torture. Obama has not stopped the Patriot Act, in fact he has driven his power further by allowing further surveillance of citizens as well as purporting the use of a National ID card under the auspices of protecting us from the "terrorists". A new opportunity to gather detailed information on people’s private lives follow from the NSA Directive N59, passed in summer 2008, ‘Identification and tracking biometry for the purpose of strengthening national security’, and the classified ‘Homeland Terrorism Preparedness Law’. I don't see Obama stopping the government overlords for gathering information about it's citizens and spying even on it's own congress! Obama also signed bills that enable the continuation of the illegal practice of abducting people, keeping them secretly in prisons, and moving them to countries where tortures are used. Where is the outrage? Wake up!
The day that Obama signed the first stimulus package I cried and was very angry and afraid. I had felt that my family and myself had been sold into slavery that day. I ended up yelling at a friend about the stimulus that evening. I was yelling. At a friend. This was back when I still believed that the Right was the side that would actually stand up for my rights and protect me from the evils of fascism. I am grateful to my friend that allowed me to yell, even though I doubt she will ever speak to me again. This bad behavior of mine shocked me into examining my own beliefs and because of this I was guided into a shift. Through the depth of despair I had reached about the direction of our government led me to begin to look at issues I had not previously entertained as the least bit realistic.

I did some homework. I decided to listen to the "kook fringe" that may believe in the Illuminati and the New World Order. I looked at research about the Codex Alimentarius, the new law going into effect that will essentially cause starvation and deprive us of nutrients and healthy choices. I listened to Jesse Ventura when he said that 911 was an inside job. I explored the idea that building #7 was deliberately demolished, like a Las Vegas casino no longer in style.

Building #7 as it turns out housed offices of the CIA, the IRS, The Department of Defense, The Securities and Exchange Commission, The New York Office of Emergency Management, Immigration and Naturalization Offices, and the US Secret Service. I wonder what was destroyed, what classified documents, what valuable information was taken out that day? What paper trail no longer exists? Was 9/11 contrived to not only put forth a new tether on the US population through the Patriot Act but also to destroy this building which perhaps housed some incriminating evidence about these New World Order members or to pave the way for the deeds to come? Was it decided to destroy the two towers because of the billion dollar clean-up it would take to clear them of the asbestos problem they were facing? Who had an insurance policy on the buildings in case of an act of terrorism? It's an interesting rabbit hole- if you the stomach for it. Unfortunately, there are many that still believe that Obama is on a different team than Bush. If he was on a different team he would be persecuting Bush over 911, not continuing the cover-up. I'll wager Obama will have his own 9/11 to further the limits of freedom on the American people.

The financial crisis we are now experiencing has been orchestrated. George Soros, a major player in this drama recently was quoted as saying (about the financial crisis) that it was "the culmination of my life's work". What an amazing thing to say! Has anyone, anyone, asked him what he meant by that? Not that I can tell. You know, it's not a conspiracy if they do it in plain sight. He tells us that he has been working towards this financial collapse his entire life and we just sleepily go along as if it that's okay, he's just George, a rich guy who funds Obama...

What the heck is wrong with the left in this country? They were angry all the time at Bush- hated his policies, felt that he was spying, a torturer, a liar, a good ol'boy who loved the oil companies. Now that Obama is in office, they left went to sleep! Unbelievable, to really think that the new boss is different than the old boss. The current US President signed bills that enable the continuation of the illegal practice of abducting people, keeping them secretly in prisons, and moving them to countries where tortures are used. Rendition. He has not rolled back the Patriot Act but has ramped up the spying on citizen's. Obama has not rolled back the NSA Directive N59, passed in summer 2008, ‘Identification and tracking biometry for the purpose of strengthening national security’, and the classified ‘Homeland Terrorism Preparedness Law’ which gathers detailed information on people’s private lives. I'd love to hear someones reasoned explanation for this. I guess the real change is more of the same.

The press helps this of course, they continue to float the myth that there is a difference between the left and right and keep us divided. As long as we are divided, we cannot fight against the real enemy, those that seek to steal our freedoms, destroy our families, poison our food and float lie after lie about what our government is really doing. How many of you have this scenario playing out in your own families? I cannot talk to my older sister or my best friend about these things. It is the great taboo to talk a bout something important like why we are concerned about this or that issue. I am boxed as a Bush supporter (really sounds like it, doesn't it?) and therefore am not allowed to talk about Obama. Brother. Nice way to shut up the family. Love the party more than your own flesh and blood. Seems to be working eh?

So keep it up Obama! The more obvious you are the better, maybe even those that have hardened their thoughts against such an enlightenment will wake up. For my part, I don't want to talk to my family about this to change their minds. They can do that themselves if they are so inclined. I want to talk about it because it is real to me, and shouldn't one have the opportunity to speak frankly with those one loves the most? Used to be that way. Anymore it seems as though the divisions are working.

Choices, Choices

2009-04-02T21:07:00.012-06:00

It's amazing how we have come to a point where we know that the world is in trouble. We understand what is happening around us and stand confused by the flurry of changes being crammed down our collective throats. What choices do we have? In these times of the quickening, do we have any choices?

My advice for the now, for what it's worth-is to listen to your OWN heart. Do not give this power to anyone or anything. If you have questions you can search the net for answers. When you get all of the information, trust yourself and your gut feeling. You'll know the truth pure and simple.

Choose joy. Stand in the middle of the storm and choose joy.

So having awareness of what the government is doing and has been doing to it's citizenry for ages is a key. Being aware of the people who pull the strings is a key. Knowing that our evolution continues is also a key.

The power grab by our government, the resource grab is so obvious it's laughable. Who cannot see this charade and not understand the humor of it? What is hilarious is that the government actually thinks that they will somehow prevail beyond the evolution. They think they will maintain control and power. Their plan to enslave us is being implemented faster and faster these days. I'm not so sure we have to actually "do" anything to stop them...the idea I understand is that we are coming to the end of an age of good and evil. Dark and light will no longer be needed to further our evolution. The experiment ends. We are meeting the neighbors. We are joining a universal brotherhood.

My big question is not what to do about the government or how to store food, but what should I be spending my energies on? Should I continue to see the Insanctuary Theatre as if it is an option on the other side? Should I give up all inclinations to planning a future or even envision one? Not that I am fearful of not being here- but is it the best use of my time at this special time? So shall I grow food, store fresh water -will this be necessary-? Simplifying your life and taking 100% responsibility for it is a key. Staying centered and clear is key. Reaching out to others and creating community is key.

The modern world has been a blast, hasn't it? They way we traveled, had sex, raised our kids, took vacations. In our consumerism we allowed wars and medicine to take an unholy turn. We allowed religion to stop teaching us spiritual truths and got stuck at Jesus doing all the work. Our own divinity has been hidden from us, a controlling factor, a manipulation by those who deemed it necessary.

We need to reject the world of the corporations and governments and educators and media that are filled with lies. We must demand the truth of our world. We want the truth of 9-11, the Federal Reserve Bank and the inbred parasites that control our governments. We have been grossly misled and used for our good hearts and believing eyes. We have been treated like chattel, useful idiots, bottom of the pyramid in the ponzi scheme.

The puppetry of the puppet master is very well done. What is perfect about our President Obama for these times is that he is so obvious. He does not even care who knows what he is doing to further the NWO. Being so obvious makes it easier for one to wake up and see the truth of it. We picked the right guy to show us the truth by his bad acting. It amazing.

I hope so much that those who hated Bush (I was always on the other side of that one so it's rough) but those who hated Bush, to go to sleep now over Obama! You saw the truth! More truth is there! Not the kind I'm afraid many of you "hoped" for, but it's just as evil if you can see it! The government and it's puppet masters are ALL creeps and deviants! It is freeing and absolutely required to understand this to get through these next few years. You must be able to see the game, give yourself a few minutes to get angry about it, then understand it does not concern you any longer. Turn your back on them. Give them no more of your energy, attention or fear. Withdrawing your fear will surely kill them. They feed on our fear.

Barring that, the evolution of our consciousness will be enough. All the evolutionary cycles have been in Man's favor and so it is reasonable to assume that this one will be as well.

Has anyone else been thinking about ethics? Not just the governments or the employer, but your own? I've had some interesting stuff come up. I have seen some things about myself I am ashamed to admit, but I would if asked about them. This is a part of the process we are going though as well. The evolution is in a phase that deals with ethics. Interesting all of the corruption that has bubbled to the surface isn't it? if you are doing a lot of examining your past or releasing memories you have harbored for one reason or another, you are on the right track. You are feeling the evolution.

So, my advice, stay in the joy. Also- keep your own council. The best choice when you are confused? Your own heart knows. Go there for advice. Forget Obama, the media and the financial system. Turn to yourself, your family, your friends. Relax. No matter what happens, it will be a blessing!

Best to you,
LW

It's about the journey

2009-01-31T21:44:00.009-07:00

The Language of Light. Is it possible one can be so burnt by one's desire? Thankfully, the flame that has scorched me has also been hard at work changing me on a soul level. As George Harrison so aptly put it, "It Don't Come Easy". In retrospect, I could not be more thankful for the dark night I experienced following the show. Firstly I fell into bitterness and regret. Why? Hard to tell but I think I thought there would be more support for me than there actually was. Why would I think there would be more support? I guess I foolishly thought that twenty years of working on others peoples stuff would have brought out those people at minimum. Funny, I really don't care anymore, I have found peace over the whole event, but at the time I was crushed.

I really did push the whole thing into reality without having enough help or money. I incurred much debt over the whole thing, but at this time, I have peace with that as well. In fact, I look at the debt as a badge of honor anymore. I took a major risk even as the financial world was tumbling into darkness. I still hold the bag over this, but I really don't care anymore. I've found that I have everything I need and I don't have any large appetite for material things any longer. What I do desire is small stuff, a good pair of shoes, my favorite skin care products and eating out. These things do not make or break my attitude or enjoyment of life however.

When I began to get some of my energy back I felt the urge to take care of the debt, take care of the show, push it back into the world even though I really just wanted to turn away and sleep. I sat at my desk for weeks writing proposals of how to bring the show back, how it could help others in the "new economy" (the hand-out economy where we all depend on the government for our funding) by producing the same idea with new choreographers and dancers in a new town like Co Springs and the CSFAC as the venue.

Finally, I could push no more and took a break to go clean something. I got physical instead of mental and took a few days to clear the debris that was surrounding my life. (the shed, the closets...) When I finished I sat back down at my computer to this time- just surf.

I have the time gratefully, to watch videos that are longer in length than 3 minutes. I was able to watch four videos all of them over 1.5 hours. What happened was what I had truly desired for all these years became real. I gained full consciousness. I am no longer a slave to the lies being spun by our media and the world media. I saw the man behind the curtain and I consider what our world sees as the truth to be a full on lie and I no longer give it any of my energy or attention. I see the ways we are enslaved by our beliefs, money, and fears. I no longer care one wit for politics, its all a joke to me now. I no longer give any credence to others power over me. I am the most radical person I know all of the sudden. I don't believe in any of it. I am a convert to the David Icke point of view, but larger.

Also have the power of the knowledge of the Mayan Calendar on my side. I understand, with certainty, the evolutionary track we are on. I understand the next step and the one after that. My energy is now given to my peace of mind. I have overcome the serpent that attached itself to my neck, the one called EGO, and no longer live by it's credo. Wow, it's peaceful here! My heart has stopped hurting, my chest is no longer constricted, my breathing is good, my sleep is wondrous. I have lost all worry, all fear.

So, my hearts desire, my show that caused me pain and joy has really given me the gift I sought after all. I truly know now. Gratefully, I truly know.

David Cook's "Rules for Winning!"

2009-01-30T03:05:00.007-07:00

If I would just follow my own advice.

Here's what I wrote about David Cook, and why he won American Idol- these are the heart's desire lessons that David Cook used. I wrote this down shortly after he won the contest last spring.

1. Don't just experience the experience, enJOY the experience.

2. Stay tuned to yourself, don't get caught up in the winds of drama.

This is the one that catches me! Too much internal drama...

3. If you can tell what is happening on the inside you can change what is happening on the outside.

boy, I can sure use a better take on my own bad self these days...

4. Forgive yourself and others, have an open heart.

Did I ever expect it to be so hard to forgive myself? wow-

5. The experience should be focused on a good working environment for all involved. Be a good team player.

Nuf said

6. Let go of the past, resolve lingering painful memories. Accept what is.

7. Focus on your dream, if parts don't resonate with you right away, discard and move on.

but arent all of my ideas totally precious???

8. Set your intention with faith and a brave heart.

9. Always point yourself downstream, take the path of least resistance.

10. Have no expectation of the outcome, for all you know your hearts desire may be serving some greater purpose than yourself. Or it's all for the mailman.

Live in the Present Moment

2009-01-03T19:53:00.004-07:00

I am so grateful. I have regret about how the show went, it's true. But I am still so happy to have had the opportunity to have done it. Not many people really take their dreams in hand and go forward. I may have been a bit hasty, I certainly did not have enough support- but NEXT TIME I'll know better. I'll have all the help in place. Mainly, I'll be more grounded. I am working on that now. It seems that the more in control of my life I can be the more likely I am to be successful in my dreams.

Sonia says that in order to achieve your hearts desire you must "clean house", give something up, accept the way things are TODAY and after you have done all that you can do to achieve your dream, physically and mentally, and mainly, lovingly, you are to surrender yourself to the universe and let it take over. I'm not sure where I am in the process right now, so I continue to clean and am happy in my everyday life.

Attached is a photo from the original production being discussed here- "The Language of Light" This photo is from the 5th Chakra dance done to Annie Lennox's "Why"

Go Deep Part Two

2008-12-12T08:58:00.003-07:00

I found a key to happiness.

It opened up inside me and said "here!" Now I vow to keep it open at all times. It has quieted my mind, changed the tone of my voice, has me seeking ways of correcting my bad decisions, letting go of all negativity and preventing me from being critical of myself. What a wonderful thing right?

Nothing more than self-love. Nothing more than finally, after all these years listening to my heart and deciding to hear it. To not flinch, look away or make excuses...to really listen this time and it's become so wonderful. Such a wonderful Christmas gift to myself.

I can't even remember what the bitterness felt like, or the disappointments...they are literally gone. It's like breaking an addiction. I cannot remember what it was like to crave a cigarette either, but I can see it is strangely in the same category of past actions I can no longer identify with. To me, it's a miracle! I never hoped that I'd be healed in such a fast, profound way.

I see the show now as being near to some type of explosion. I see myself being laid out by it, flattened in fact. Physically I was literally exhausted. To the point where I could not even think of time I had felt that wiped out, tired and generally depleted of all energy. Emotionally I was raw, the worst of my fears and self hate came to the forefront. I was wallowing in self-pity and loathing, even though I did it! I achieved my hearts desire! I produced after many years of hoping wishing and praying it would happen, I did it! Still, I was not happy, not satisfied.

After the blast I've been reeling from the emotional and intellectual torture of the show. Why didn't I finish this? Why did I let that go? Why did I allow this dance to be this way? So many small picky sores I would not let heal. I can't explain why things are different for me today than they were yesterday. I believe I have found that I have everything I need. I am confident that I am filled with light and can suddenly feel it! I have a new heart growing in me and it FEELS so good! Mainly, I think I have allowed myself to feel and thus I am healing from the inside out. I highly recommend forgiving oneself of all imperfections and stopping the nasty hateful self loathing chatter in the head. I know it is working for me.

Plus it's Christmas- the Scrooge story, the multiple stories of growing a new heart (Grinch anyone?) are all influences, for me, this time, it is going to stick. The new me has finally arrived! She looks just like the old me! Hooray! I love her!

Go Deep

2008-12-04T12:29:00.004-07:00

I keep getting messages that are encouraging me to go bigger with the dream, not to give up, to keep it alive somehow.

I feel so burned in a weird way from the first outing. I did not like three of the dances- maybe four-I did not get to pull off the divine light exploding because I was let down by someone who said they would help and when I found out they were not any help, it was too late to go forward with the pyro. I did not pull off the end of the show, wrapping myself in the "temple garment" so the show was not complete in the way it was conceived. I ran out of gas, I gave up at the end. I feel regretful that I did not take pictures, the video is not representative of the feeling and look of the show...So many things. Other people led me on believing they would help, only to bail so late it left me having to pick up slack I did not expect. Some people thought it was appropriate to gouge me after the fact, not be upfront about what they expected in terms of payment then acted all put out when I balked. So many of my so-called friends did not come to the show- travel, laziness, "the drive up valley" were all weak reasons not to support me. I have a hard time controlling my bitterness on this issue. I know I can't let this drive me- I am mentioning it this once and them letting it go forever- let it burn and let it go.

I still did it though, I produced it, put it on and let the chips fall where they may.

Now I need to consider what my next step is with this show. I need to do it again, definitely. This time I want the money in place, the crew in place, the advertising in place and the dancing to be great. So time to consider how to get the money in place- not a great climate for raising funds but if I leave it in the hands of God? Perhaps all I need to do is listen to my inner urgings and I'll be directed in what to do next. All the urgings are about carrying on- not giving up and succumbing to my bitterness or regrets- letting those feelings go so I can create a better show the next time, bigger, conceived completely. Let go of the past and look to the future. Find a way to do this again.

My hearts desire is to spend my life doing this work, being successful in it and conceiving and creating my own work based on the Hydrogen Cipher- the journey towards God's Energy on this planet. What a great goal- really, it is huge and I am small, in need of more faith. I think I am still on the mend from the first expereince. My heart is broken in small ways and desires wholeness, but cannot seem to get past anger, sadness, disappointment. My own demons keep me from relishing what I have accomplished and instead focus on what I have not...Not the way to manifest! I am ashamed that I am so disappointed in myself. Step by step I'll get there again- my confidence will rise, my energy will return, and I'll do it again. I pray it does not take to long to heal. I am surprised at the depth of my weakness, my sadness, my exhaustion.

The taste in my mouth

2008-11-19T20:34:00.002-07:00

I hate to admit it. It's really hard for me. I do hold a grudge, even though I know it's better for me, for my spirit if I don't. I try to let go. I tell myself to bless them and let it go. It is really hard for me but one of the major lessons I am going to HAVE to learn or things will never change.

I have to change my mind. I have to change my heart.

If I hang onto bad feelings, especially around my show, they will show up somehow. I cannot afford them to continue and possibly effect the next round. I achieved my dream- but I was too exhausted to enjoy it. To tired to keep pushing and get it just the way I wanted. I did not get the ending done to my satisfaction. I need to re-mount somehow but I really need help this time to pull it off. I don't think I have that much in me to do it again if I don't have some serious backers and helpers.

The idea is wonderful. The impact is huge! The toll it took was enormous.

Planting the Seeds

2008-10-10T08:38:00.011-06:00

You would think that doing this enormous show "The Language of Light" would be the end of it- that I have gotten my hearts desire and the end game is now to go into infamy knowing I have fulfilled the vision given to me, rest on those laurels and get back to my favorite shows on T.V. Reality is- is that if I truly want my hearts desire, which is to produce my own work exclusively, I have to keep going. I have to find a way to sell and re-mount the current work, find support for the next work, and relax and let go enough to allow the next work to come in and be processed through me for production.

My hearts desire is to build the theatre, the Insanctuary Theatre, as I can see it in my minds eye, to house the work. But first, the work must be worthy of the Theatre- and I think it is- it has the potential anyway.

The show, done this past weekend, was remarkable. While it may have missed the mark with some of the dances, and some of the lighting was uninspired as well (some pieces not fully conceived) the overall effect was really well received. I felt that the amateur dancers added to the overall effect of the show in that, the show was about creating "MAN" and that includes all the different foibles and clunky-ness and overall imperfections of man. On the other hand- I would love to have professional dancers in all the pieces, the imagination of really good choreographers (like David Taylor) and the discipline of professionals in rehearsal times and performances is a character that cannot be underestimated in this type of undertaking.

My creative powers seem to be limited to the theatre house- I am really good at what I DO, but perhaps not so much when it comes to attracting support or even an audience. I was fortunate to have the people I had, but so many of my "friends" did not come. Very disappointing. Next time- I would like to create enough underwriting that the actual audience revenue does not effect the bottom line and is in fact, all gravy. The good news is that 400 people plus saw the performance- and going through this means that I have learned much and have much more awareness about the process of creating a hearts desire. It's a lot of hard work! There are not any short-cuts! I was in a fog believing that my co-creator would bring more than me- thankfully the universe did show up with a crew- but at a price. I don't mind the money- I seem to be suddenly surrounded by money issues that I better pay attention to. I always wanted and in fact, desired, to pay people for their work. I want to be an employer! The experience felt like my previous business, LB Design. A venue I really wanted to be in though, and a subject and an experience that I pulled towards myself. But overall- like LB Design, it was pulling off an event, building things, directing people, scheduling rehearsals etc. Hard stuff. Luckily, I've been there before in a weird way.

I am glad for now that I can rest, I can walk my dog again, I can sleep. I must take the time to write though, I need the notes to accurately reflect what happened so I don't make the same mistakes. But, mistakes are the most important lessons of all, yes? I look forward to the next round of "mis-takes" but not for a little- I am literally exhausted!

A new paradigm in the theatre

2008-10-07T19:24:00.001-06:00

Wow- what a weekend! The show was a huge success with the people that saw it- the remarks and feedback I have received were phenominal in their support a enthusiasum for the work. People have been asking when Part Two would be presented. Friends and strangers alike were astounded by the amount of "eye candy" used, the sheer volume of dancers, scenic elements and lighting. Comments included that "this was the best show I've ever seen" to "I've seen a lot of Broadway shows and have never seen lighting as fantastic as this!" Very nice- makes me feel vindicated in my all the years of hard work-

I'm certainly glad I have done this thing.

More to come.

God Bless

30 plus days and counting

2008-09-01T15:30:00.004-06:00

I must admit- now I am beginning to panic. I can see it all very clearly in my head, the way the video moves across the "Man Symbols", the temple decoration and movement, the light fixture exploding and hurling glass all over the stage...

Now I have a month and a few to actually make these things look like and work like I expect them to. Woo boy, I need to call in the troops and start doing pulling those all-nighters I've been putting off. I can see now where the holes in my thinking have been- is there enough going on in the second chakra dance to keep it interesting? Will the band be able to play "Instant Karma"- and pull it off? Will the Reaper piece translate to the 7th Chakra? Will the lighting be totally awesome- or just okay?

I can make myself feel small and not worthy of accomplishing this all day long- the important thing is is that I am stepping up to do it. I have a pretty cool idea- one that has not been done to my knowledge- and all there is left to do- is to take the steps to finish the job. Someone told me, "if it was easy, everyone would do it." My opinion? Everyone would be nuts. It's easy enough to be dreaming up a big idea, but getting the people in place, with the right stuff to manifest the idea? Quite another thing all together. It has been a surprising journey and the twists and turns just keep on coming. Most recent? The soundtrack is held captive by a hard drive that took a powder- currently in for DATA RECOVERY in Ohio...Lord have Mercy! Let's hope that does not end up turning the budget into the national debt.

I don't expect anymore distaters of this magnitude- but there is nothing wrong with keeping you knees bent just in case. Doubt I will write again before I actually produce...Pray for me!

Ch Ch Ch Changes

2008-08-21T22:11:00.007-06:00

What a life.

I must be directing my energy in a very off kilter way to have what is showing up show up. There is no doubt I have been a loner for these past many moons- I have been changing, and changing in ways that I find surprising even to myself! For example, I no longer have a driving need to know what is going on in the political world. I find myself very detached from the angry fight of "parties" and precepts. I personally am no longer angry all the time. I've finally mellowed! (If that's a good thing...) My body has taken over in certain ways as well and has literally shut down certain avenues of fun I used to to take, so I find myself always sober- but weirdly, always a little dizzy too- maybe there is something seriously wrong I'm ignoring? Maybe I'm just a ditz and it's finally manifesting in a real and substantive way...

My stop starts about doing this show have come back to bite me. I took a long time to decide to jump into action- but I admit, when I finally did jump in I felt confident I could get it done! I still do- and the show is the thing and that has always been the main-est thing about this whole experience. The show is the thing. It's not about me or the the money or the advertising or anything other dang blame thing that comes up- it's about putting on this particular story. Taken as a whole, it will be a wonderful thing. The love of this show is what keeps me sleeping well at night, eating and laughing and keeping on. Maybe my naivety is showing... I don't care, I get to do this show, "The Language of Light", and I get to do it as well as I possibly can.

Now the debts I may hold after? I'll think about that one tomorrow....

Judy Beebe, We Love You!

2008-07-25T18:06:00.005-06:00

Amazing grace is on the horizon!

Drove all the way to Montana, when I should be sewing drapes and making light fixtures explode- to meet one person, one major inspiration, why this show should be done and done well. Judy Beebe. This woman is fantastic. For those who don't know of her, I encourage you to seek out her websites http://www.omegaenergycell.com/ and http://www.language-of-light./

Her energy is infectious. Her laugh is like a bell ringing (in a good way!). She has been given so much guided instruction from spirit it is overwhelming. She can't drive a car anymore as she is so far off the planet she may crash. I know. Sounds wacked out. She's not. She's got the keys. She just won't drive.

Judy has been guided to the creation of cold fusion energy. For those who don't know what this is, let me just say it has been said that it cannot be done. Not only has she found cold fusion energy but she has found it created with water, hydrogen, and oxygen. Normally, mixing hydrogen and oxygen causes combustion. Not this time. Not in this formula. She has been given symbols, messages and a curious heart to read scripture with a new understanding. The gift and insight to put the puzzle together through years of hard work and sheer tenacity has our world on the verge of changing forever. Wireless power, clean sustainable energy and most importantly, the miracle that has brought this knowledge in, Judy's connection to God.

Wisdom that has been passed down through thousands of years of human culture is finally understandable. It's an outstanding story- one I hope to bring to audiences nationwide - after this first piece is complete. The first part, our Act of Creation introduces our Heroine, Astrea. Subsequent productions delve into her story. Her revelations. Her discoveries. Her trials. Her final and unequivocal success. The Omega Energy Cell is truly a revelation.

We came to this state of Montana with hope. We leave with conviction. (For me, this is easy, I knew it all along that she was right, she was authentic, she was truly blessed among us) Should none of this new information ever effect our lives personally, we are still happy to see the seeds take root, see them beginning to bloom. We are happy to know the gardener and feel some personal triumph by just being in the cheering section.

Again, look into the Omega Energy Cell at http://www.omegaenergycell.com/ and see the YouTube video at http://youtube.com/gemtechnologies

What is the value of a diva?

2008-07-07T12:26:00.004-06:00

I'm here at rehearsals for another show thinking about the recent adventures with Language of Light. Adventures being that the choreographer I was hiring to do the Temple piece has changed the deal yet again and now his entire company is showing up in town and I feel like some third wheel supporting someone else's work instead of my own. Since this is my first foray into producing, and to be honest I am really only interested in the show and not the front of house issues, I am wondering what quality of experience I will garner by hiring a professional choreographer and his company. Will I maintain control? Will the piece be what I intended? I already feel some loss of control- not that control is what it is about exactly- but control in terms of the vibe, the experience of doing the thing. I have serious vested interest in this temple piece being a HAPPY RITUAL which ends in a FESTIVAL. I'm not sure the intention is the same. I am listening very intently to what people say, more so than ever before. I am also noticing the quality of other peoples listening ability. When the listening goes southward my antenna's go up regarding the intentions of those involved. What I want to protect is the integrity of the artistic idea behind the overall work- my job is to see the big picture and make sure the smaller sections all work towards the whole. I am re-thinking the diva. I'm not sure we need the energy of someone "special" in the room- especially when the show is about the fact that we are ALL SPECIAL.

Another Mirror

2008-06-15T15:07:00.003-06:00

The fabric attachments on the Temple will be sewn on to the different pieces that incorporate this piece. They will look amazing being in fabric and I need to begin to collect these fabrics right away. I really just need some basic bold colors- the spandex that I own probably won't be the right fabric for this piece so I need to first go through my stuff, and then see what I need to fill it in. Also, the Temple will have that "woven" feel- or handmade? I mean, inside it is an altar so we need to be able to bring something very understandable to the garment. The symbols of course, are very bold and won't be understood as "Language of Light" symbols - but they hold magic in them so I want to use them anyway.

I saw the mirror of the technical aspects of this show and interesting it could get when the gear shows up and we start putting together the lighting rig. I cannot decide if I want to use the LED's or not due to the fact that they don't dim well- the color is so pure though- I know there is a solution to this problem in the world, but we are using what is in house and don't expect a piece of gear that interfaces with LED's that provides smooth dimming will show up. (although if someone wants top send something were cool with that) So it's a choice- if I use LED- gorgeous! Can I live without the smooth dimming? Not sure- I really would like to see this move without any attention getter's like the LED's blinking out or on.

The technical aspects of this performance are going to be relatively complicated. We need to devise of the shattering light fixture at the beginning of the show. We still need to tape the narrator and the Gregorian chants. We need to rig the slit black drape with pulleys for the grounding piece. And that is just the first 10 minutes of the show.

I see that spirit and flesh are going to have to find some kind of compromise on how much of this show is done by October. I say let's do it all- I am going to start calling in the "girls" and get going on these projects. I still need to call the one electrician in particular- she may really enjoy this!

Dancing with the Choreographers

2008-06-15T09:25:00.007-06:00

It's a new role for me, holding the vision. Sharing this vision can be really fun and enervating and at other times, it seems to fall deaf on the ears I am hoping to see perk up. I have decided that that telling the entire story to any team player is no longer a part of the process. It will have to be on a need to know basis only. I've already told so many people the ending that it may end up being harder to pull off because so many people can see it coming.

It's been remarkable for the most part when talking to the choreographers and asking them to participate and what piece may best be served by their talents. My chats with David Taylor were particularly interesting. When first told what music I had in mind for him to work with he told me that "That is one of my favorite song's of all time" So right away we had hit a mark, something he wants to work with is a huge part of the creative process. The dance comes easily when you like the music! David has a deep background in mysticism and the history of dance as it relates to religious thought. Wonderful metaphors come springing from his mind and he is a wonderful communicator so it is easy to see what he is describing. An emotion, a dance, a mystical union of light and flesh- wonderful stuff!

Artists all have their own way of choosing to relate to a project and a process. Some feel that if they do not somehow contribute right away (by wanting to change some essential concept) they feel that they have not stepped up somehow and been creative. This seemed to be an ego fed kind of energy, too much competition for the roles and parts to be awarded lead people to exaggerated statements they haven't fully considered. It's a balancing act, working with the different energies of these dancers, but it is one I intend to master someday.

Thankfully, many of the choreographers I have worked closely with over the years as their lighting designer and have already established solid mutually respectful relationships. They are not at all confused by the new roles we play and in fact embrace supporting me in my new position as the director. Now to getting everyone the music, the schedules, the main ideas behind each piece. But again, on a need to know basis- no more explaining the whole show to those that believe by the act of sharing it, I am also inviting them to change it. There is a fine distinction to be made when collaborating. I do not propose to change what Mamet (or Shakespeare) has written on the page, I propose we enhance it!

It's coming together most definitely. The music and meditation are done. The final "recital" is this weekend and all of my team will be available next week to gather and discuss costumes, dancers and finalize pieces. I can feel the good energy and I am so grateful that these choreographers have agreed to work on this production. There is something to be said for living and working in a small community for the past twenty years- friends and colleagues!

Language of Light

2008-04-20T15:48:00.001-06:00

In my play/dance~production I am intending to use the Language of Light symbols to bring out the shape of the temple. These symbols are not familiar to the public at large, but should be! My experience with the Language of Light is just beginning- but I am beginning to understand the signifigance of such a language and how it figures into "Man Rises is a True Story". The Language of Light symbolically represents certain energies. Such energies include things such as Love, Joy, Divine and Light. Other symbols which speak to energy might be, but not of the Language of Light- the symbol for fire, water, air and earth for example. These energies we experience on a day to day basis and yet we still wrestle with the fact that for instance Air is associated with intellect. When looking at symbols for air, earth, water and fire I was amazed at the diverse litaney of symbols that have been used by different cultures, eras and geological locations. I chose the pentagram to represent these symbols to you, the reader, as it is also one of the oldest symbols to represent spirit moving into the four energies.
The major difference is that the The Language of Light symbols represent energy that will reveal themselves to us as we take on our light bodies. I guess this is the crux of the "Man Rises" saga- the polarity of man is finally overcome, or blended rather, and in this blending, the light body begins to replace the flesh body. As we grow towards this inevitable fate (if we desire, others may choose to be as branches with no fruit and are cut from the vine) our bodies of light become more and more apparent to us. This voyage, this journey towards light is what the story "Man Rises" is about.

The Trick of the Tail

2008-04-11T18:29:00.008-06:00

I love pondering the Trick of the Tail. The Trick- The project! The project and getting it produced will be trick! The Tail- Ride the wild foam as my sisters and I called it- stay in the flow, go with the momentum, keep focus. Striking a balance between guided intentions and being open to what may come unexpectedly from these same intentions and following the new guidance offered. Creating a balance between being a leader, a visionary, and being a mentor, a friend, and a colleague.

( It is also one of the rare albums made by Genesis sans Peter Gabriel that was any good.)

Stepping into your own power can be a scary thing- but in this current environment I've been given the message to be bold! To use ALL your power, to find your voice and call your spirit home. That seems to be simple but there are the nagging worries - but what about Money? Costumes? Time? The trick of the tail here may be to keep walking towards the goal in faith, stay with the vision. To just do it and see what may come. It's not my job to wonder what may come of it, it's my job to just do the project. Get it done, to the best on my ability and the ability ofthose that are working on it with me-

I am going to stay in the decision and intention to love the project into manifestation - and protect it- nurture it into life, present it to those that can help, withhold it from those that will want to smash it's beauty. (There are those that do not believe I am capable of achieving such a vision) Small Steps. One at a Time.

The Trick- to stay balanced, in the happy place, to let it all come in it's time. Don't push, but don't stop working either.

The Tail- To be the visionary leader that inspires others to help manifest this project as well as their own heart's desires.

Man Rises Projects

2008-04-06T16:34:00.001-06:00

I realized today while just kicking back on my couch feeling guilty for not working, that I have three major projects I can give to the high school's kids to get ready for Man Rises. These are team leader projects and I need to get the ideas together, then present them to the kids and appoint team leaders and teams for these projects. If I don't we'll all miss out on the fun of creating this incredible show.

Project #1 is the Light Fixture. This is no ordinary light fixture. It looks like a giant re-incarnation of vintage '70's smoked glass and oak wedding cake style chandelier. Except that it is mirrored Plexiglas instead of smoked glass and on the inside of the mirrored tiers are hundreds of clip on (like in your garage or workroom) fixtures stuck to a central pole location. The light bulbs are as varied as we can get them with the same sized base. The amperage of this piece will need to be carefully calculated and split into appropriate levels of electrical load. The entire thing is over 8' tall and about 24" in diameter. This piece also must "shatter" at the end of it's useful tenure and splay "mirror" all over the stage floor. From under this mirror, a ground cloth is laid in a circle and my baby dancers are hidden underneath it. Then appear during "Good Morning Starshine". The lamp does not really shatter, it needs to be a magic trick. I do have a good idea about how the magic will happen here, but the kids and I need to build a prototype. I have most of the materials to make this piece work- things needed, Plexiglas mirror in appropriate size (will order this month) and the black velvet material that covers the fixture.

Project #2 is painting on black velour material-like Elvis paintings but spacier- the symbols from language of light plus a few other images of our choosing to denote this new idea of a temple we are creating the end of the show. I think symbols that represents earth, wind, fire and water would be good. Research of the symbols and bring a selection of at least three you like and your reason for wanting to include this symbol on the temple. How does it further our concept of what this temple represents? The temple is the physical manifestation of the creation, what does this look like? What qualities should we express through symbols?

The symbols we choose will be painted on velour fabric which has a Velcro tab on it to attach to our temple. As these pieces are added to the temple, the temple begins to take shape. These symbols also live with the temple cloth and become the human robe at the very end of the piece. I have the velour and Velcro, what is the paint that interest us? There are UV paints, regular paints, oil paint? We need to prototype this as well and discover what may look best on the velour and on the temple.

Project #3 Projection- We need the projections created for Ray of Light and perhaps another piece such as the Pink Floyd. If we introduce Language of Light symbols throughout the pieces maybe we will not be confused by their appearance on the temple garment. I believe we can find a language of light symbols for most of the pieces, but if we introduce them during only one piece that would be sufficient. We need a team that can work with computer programs that create graphics and animations. We need to dig into each piece and reveal where projection can best be used in the context of our production. I don't want to use any technology that is not warranted or needed to further the story. I have seen enough very expensive productions where the technology overshadowed the show as a whole. I am very interested in maintaining balance and creating a piece that hangs together because every choice is motivated towards what is good for the show as a whole and not what may be "possible". Anything is possible, but sometimes the wrong choice will junk up the clarity of the vision. I have lots of computing power, Power Point and Studio 3D Max- perhaps we can find someone who knows these programs and can put some nice graphics together for us over the summer.

Faith and Insanity

2008-04-06T14:32:00.000-06:00

So I launch from where I sit-
It is the question of faith that has be thrown over and the action of Faith that has to accomplished. This is tricky and in one way you step out of the world you are used to- into a world that is based on your visions and dreams.
When creating anything it is important to stay true to your heart and the vision. The vision is good, complete and God given. To get myself out of the way of sabotaging an artistic venture, of my own mind you, is I think what many of us deal with on a day to day basis. Maybe not in an acute way- but in questioning where we are in life. Whenit comes to the vision, it must be protected and safeguarded. It is not to be hidden but it is to be loved and revered as an amazingly beautiful sweet story of hope and beauty and art. The journey so far has been remarkable. While I have always wanted to create an original theatrical work, it was mainly a vehicle for me to try all of the technical and design ideas I have regarding the use of the theatre. I proposed we do "The Mysts of Avalon" as a long running series of plays that incorporate the coolest use of magic as a means to help tell the story. To do the entire book, and stay true to it's truth, would be an amazing tribute to the finest work about King Arthur in our lifetime. I marvel at it's lessons. It also appeals on a purely technical level- what does it look like crossing into the mists and suddenly bursting through to a gorgeous island, on stage?
Years later I've come to a place where I am interested in pursuing my own idea for the theatre, an idea which has come to me through long walks around my local neighborhood. I've been evaluating it's worth and realized that I must stay true. I'm the only one who will right now. Sometimes we need to hang on even if no one else cares that you are hanging on to anything, much less a dream. So my faith has been up for grabs lately and I need to choose to be on my own side. I was thinking to myself today- what is it that I consider good these days? What makes me happy? What pushes me off center? I really need to concentrate and put my energies in the right place so that A. I'll be ready to go when I get to go.
B. I don't waste energy being negative about my own gig! I haven't even got it yet!

The Art of Being Happy

2008-03-27T21:16:00.000-06:00

It takes being bold.

I know at least this much. To dare not to buy in to the fear based thinking we are spoon fed day in day out by the media is to buck the system. I've noticed people actually getting upset if I don't agree to agree about how "bad" things are.

I ignore it and get on with my creating my new life. I've decided to live an extraordinarny life after all. Once you decide, all the mayhem of whatever you may have thought was important falls away- like politics, new clothes, nail polish...

I mean only politics, and maybe your thirty year reunion seems a bit passe' and not worth it. Some things just fade you know? Hopefully- the love always stays.

Chakra Moments

2008-03-23T12:59:00.002-06:00

In the fourth chakra there is a pocket located in the center of your heart. When you feel the feeling of Love you feel it from this pocket. This active feeling of Love; this activated pocket in the center of your heart is the concept of Jesus. Jesus represents activated Love. You choose to be informed by this pocket of your heart. When your choices are guided by love you have faith that your choices are correct. When (in faith) you know that your choices are correct because they have been informed by Love you are living in Christ Consciousness. There are many names for this experience, but for me, I am happy to have found a place for Christ and the sentiment of Christ in my life. The more my choices can be informed by active love, the sooner I draw my hearts desire towards myself. There was a point of me reading the Gospel of John this week. Yes, it is Easter and I guess I was picking up on the Easter energy floating around, but I read the Gospel of John when the book was in my hands earlier this week. Not knowing that the pages I had opened to were the Easter Story. What a nice coincidence.

The Easter story shared with me these two things mainly-To live in JOY now that you know that it is as easy as choosing love to inform your decisions. I think this is terrific concept, and one that is not generally talked about. We are encouraged in this life to worry and stress and watch our money etc. What happens to all of these things we are worried about if we choose be happy instead? Do they go away? Not really, they remain as before but you are detached from "how" the worry may have resolved itself. This simple choice of detachment is moving downstream so to speak- moving in the right direction. Living in JOY is not an easy thing either! Many many things spring up everyday that detract from joyfull living. The concept is, is to continue making choices that point you towards happiness. Happiness equals our vibration rising to meet what will bring us more happiness in life. Just as pain is a circle, so is happiness.

I also loved reading in the Bible that I can ask for anything I want (in love) and expect to get it. To believe this takes some guts, and I'm sure there's someone reading this ready to kick sand in my face... And guess what? There's no limits to what you can ask for. Go crazy. It's all in the Glory of God anyway! I almost feel dared to kick up the biggest most outlandish thing I can think of to see if it may really happen on this planet. My responsibility is to be in love with the desire and follow my heart towards my desire. "Whatever you ask in my name, I will do it, that the Father may be glorified in the Son" John 14:14 So if I ask in love I expect in Love. I hear the universe is very organized and things can fall into place quickly if need be. This is what I expect of my dream- it will organize and fall into place quickly. I just need to keep making the bold choice, in love and faith, and by golly, for the Glory of God I am going to own the most unique, boutique theatre in the world. I can see it clearly and it is like a jewel in the landscape- a beautiful space of light and music. My Easter present to me is the warm and fuzzy feeling of knowing this heart pocket- maybe I'll get a Bunny too.

The Alchemist of Energy

2008-03-14T15:07:00.000-06:00

This dancing person showed up today in my body. It was me, but I was taken for a spin by the Alchemist of Energy.
I decided to listen to the "Man Rises is a True Story" soundtrack because I had considered some misgivings about it last night and attempted to change the recording. Instead I left feeling frustrated and not totally in love with it. This was the first of this type of feeling towards my project and I took it seriously, hence my other post today-my lack of faith showed up.
Luckly, while listening to the soundtrackI was swept up in the guilty pleasure of dancing to it. At one point, you say to yourself, "Hey , self, don't you have better things to do than stand here and dance for an hour? (an hour!) But it comes back saying that we are "conjuring energy" and then it turned into a "Stevie Nicks" moment where we all stomp and twirl and lose ourselves in the dancing again. Very fun. I recommend a good guilty hour of dance to all who want to call their spirit back!
Woo hoo

Omega Energy Cell

2008-03-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

Enjoy this video of an innovative new way to produce energy on our planet. I have been incredibly inspired by this work and hope you will be as well.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nTJ_4xMClo

I would have posted the video here, but I'm not sure how!

1.0

2008-03-02T14:12:00.000-07:00

AND- just because we need this:
I get my horoscope information from www.soulsearchingastrology.blog.ca/

Notes for a friend

2008-02-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

Hello - you must be sleeping. I like it okay, okay? I am having one of those days where the hub (husband) decides he's going to make dinner then does such a lousy job of it I have to stay in the kitchen and finish it all up while mine gets cold and he enjoys my "mop up". Then, to top it off, I'm blamed for why it's "no good now" because I bad vibed him! Harumph! I do indeed, this time, protest.

So to the blog, a bit of the same complaint I guess- it seems that getting the chakras in the correct order would be of prime importance. I look like a chakra rookie and I'm doing a show about them!

So, if this is in fact, the highly anticipated blog- let the light shine on the chakra fixer and let the fixer understand how the chakra mix up mix down may be playing to my target audience. Hmmm. Perhaps I should talk about CHANGE and HOPE that CHANGE will come.

I do indeed see a change coming but for all I know it won't be to the CHAKRAS gracing the wrong side of the page on this blog, out of order, no less. Why do I want to lean to the left for my chakras? Also, my dear fixer-elixer of the Heavens- please make the heading one word- thank you oh sweet guru of misguided bloggers from the land of insanctuary. By the way- totally LOVE the silver/grey writing. oooooo, feels really juicy! I'm diggin it!

I am going to practise detachment and neutrality in regards to this upcoming election. I dislike all of the candidates and I particularly dislike the direction all of them see for our spirit body. I believe that we should take another route and disregard the media's sour song and begin to come into balance within ourselves. I say, go inside young man, young woman, all who understand! I think it's high time we took a personal assessment of our fears, hurts and wounds and figure a way to stop playing the victim and get the heck on with becoming the centered, balanced, beautiful beings of light we are. We may still have to pay the mortgage until we can all get a grip- My pendulum is swinging, a bit farther to one side than the other at the moment, but I can see now that I don't have to be so strict with myself, I really need to relax into that new "level" where my energy is good, my clothes fit, I laugh easily, I make art, love and food with equal intensity. (fat chance- I'm obsessed with the art thing way more than the other two WAYWAYWAY.

Take 100% responsibility for your life and what you create in it.

Does that sound GOOD or what!!! I don't want anyone else creating my life for me and that is what so many seem so anxious to do with their government. Don't you see that you know what is best for you? With universal health care, fast food will go away. Hey, maybe fast food isn't all that great, but should we have a choice? Of Course! I love the greasy burger occasionally- all things in moderation, right? Why do so many think that a nanny state will be the best for us? The same government that botched Katrina will be your new doctor (and nurse. ) You may think, in a small recess of your mind, that the NEW government won't be the same as Bush's Government- Wake UP. It's a bureaucracy- oh, you don't understand the word? It means it a bunch of stupid government jobs, low paying, dum dums do them, and no matter how incompetent they are, they can't be fired! or rarely!. Have you BEEN to the DMV?

Okay- really, I'm going to blog about...

Please visit http://www.omegaenergycell.com/ and leave good wishes in the guestbook. We really need this (amazing energy source) more than we need any of the losers running for President.

In your Eyes, the Light the Heat, In Your Eyes I Am Complete

2008-02-24T16:52:00.001-07:00

I am in the process of creating a dream. It is very exciting to experience as I step closer to my dream, my dream, in turn, steps closer to me. My production company is called "InSanctuary" a name I have coined to describe the state of consciously creating. I believe in magic and the Omega Energy Cell. This site is dedictaed to the ideas included in Man Rises is a True Story, my first original theatrical presentation. I have spent my entire adult life working as a lighting designer for the theatre now it seems I am to produce an original work about light...

This time heralds a transformation that will see the demise of organized religion, old dogmatic philosophies and power structures that have held humanity in their controlling grip for millenia. Now the impetus on this planet is people-centered - ground level people, that is. It is a fire that goes from person to person. We are powerful, and we are listened to...

I have been guided to an understanding of universal brotherhood, through which we are being encoded to awaken. Thus, we have had the crop circle phenomena which has been a key factor in getting our attention and which really is the manifested energy patterns of the Language of Light. The loving universal brotherhood is here to help the Earth come back into alignment with the universal design...

The changes that are being brought about at this time will result in the creation of new standards for humanity. Many people will scoff at this, but the truth of it lies in the future...

I am grateful for your good thoughts.

In Sanctuary

2007-11-09T20:38:00.000-07:00

This is the blog for the website 'In Sanctuary' at in-sanctuary.com.